Yay for being artless. I haven't had much inspiration lately, so my art abilities have declined. I sunk into a depression a while ago. I still have things I haven't put up yet, that I wanted to a month or two ago. Never did do that; might here in the future, though.

When spring rolls around I'm gonna try to do some photography. Even though there is NOTHING in Lapel. Hopefully I can get some friends to do some posing. I would REALLY like that. Fucking awesome.


Have you ever wanted to tell someone something... but you just can't, for your life's sake? Where... you want someone to know something, but can't find yourself able to tell them? Whether it be for the sake of friendship or getting rejected...
When as far as you know, they don't know, but you hope they do, even when you know they don't? God... I hate keeping things inside. It's affecting me negatively, and greatly. A while ago I almost stabbed myself... but my sister walked in and diverted my attention. That was weeks ago. I almost did the same thing last night. But you know... I wouldn't have done it anyways. I'm a coward, scared of knives, and not stupid enough to. But that doesn't mean I can't have a death wish.